We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
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We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
We tried to make it work at our apt., but my caregiver was gone and my partner’s health had been slowly going downhill for years. She worked at her university job for twenty years and her body finally screamed, “No more.” We had been discussing our future if she too had to stop working. We had even been researching assisted living facilities. We knew the time was near, unless there came that miracle we always hoped for…she contacted one of the facilities after my first night home. I had fallen on top of her while transferring and back out came the medics to place me in my chair. Enough.
Three days later we were packed and moved into our current home. We now have the help we need, 24/7, and we are fed. I have never been taken care of before. It is a new life for me, a huge change for my partner to say good-bye to the job and co-workers she loved. Looking back, it happened so fast. We worry that our savings will not be enough; it has been one of the darkest times of my life. I can not thank my friends and family enough for their support. There are probably some I still haven’t even told. I still don’t know my new phone number by heart and oh, my dying laptop died during all this as well.
To be in a new neighborhood (I look out the window and STILL am not sure where I am.) without access to my online everything, thinking about all of you and this blog (I did get a friend to place a note on the blog), OH, and the new DVR I had just purchased---died; no TV, no computer, no compass, and Obama’s big day coming---YES, I did get to watch most of it. OHHH, and my cell phone died. Seriously, was the universe trying to tell me something?
So here I am. Still taking just one Valium 3x/day, and well, I don’t feel great, but every rebirth is hard.
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